Skip to main content

The God of my Day Past

By
Sitting on a chair
Facing a window and a wall,
Leaning into my phone
Stuck to the socket on the wall.
The wall has bumps of paint
Like twinkle of the stars
Marring the black of my eyes
Like painless scars of a war.
The phone has names and numbers,
Senseless blots of colour,
Like the god of my day past
Whose now but memories shimmer.
I rejoice in the eternal festival
In the sorrow that the world begets
The belief of my celebrated god -
She who all moulds and forgets.
Revolving in your halo
Before this blank sits my heart
And breaks the silence with mute songs -
Why Cupid this while wronged his dart?

Labels:

Comments

  1. Unknown21 November 2018 at 09:26

    Nice

    ReplyDelete
  2. too much to say, too little to remember12 November 2019 at 08:44

    your poetry has a somewhat soothing aura to it. it resonates with the trained eye, not just because of its sheer melancholy, but the way you percieve the littlest details in seemingly monotonous things in daily life. keep writing, and don't, even for a second, think that good works go unnoticed.

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

My Experience with UPSC + "Strategy": Part I

By
So, I have been ranked 507 at an all-India level in the prestigious UPSC Civil Services Examination of the year 2020. I was 23 when I filled the form and this was my second attempt. I registered under the EWS category. There are 506 individuals ahead of me and over 200 behind me. There are countless others who were not selected. I have met many of them and even talked to a few. One thing that I have always noted is the very feeble difference among them. Every one of them deserves to be in the service, and many of them really are, I believe, unofficially in the service of the nation. Yet, a lot many are not selected. Others have not been judged the way I would have judged them! With all due respect, luck has played a huge role in my selection. (My selection is yet not final. Due to some problem of certification, my candidature remains provisional at this point of time. If not resolved, I will not be recommended by the Commission.) Now, talking about the things that were in my contro...
15 comments
Read more

This City Called Imphal

By
                It’s been such a long time since I last typed. It is as if the comfort of the room is not enough to write here – it requires the winter to invade my skin, the midnight gibbous moon to show me the words – for me to hit the keyboard with eyes closed, like a pianist’s fingers dancing. Anyway, there cannot be a better time to reflect than the New Year’s Day. Life has been such that every post on the blog has a feel of “everything has changed so much”. This post comes at a time of another big shift – I have moved to Imphal for my district training. This is the first touch with the field and the first instance of application of theory. It has been almost three weeks and the name “Imphal” has slowly started to sound familiar. This post is only about the first few meters in this miles-long journey. A Change of Home Moving to a new place can never be a good experience. Here is something that I wrote during one of the boring lectures r...
4 comments
Read more

This Journey #1 Imperfections

By
                                I have been meaning to write this for a long time now. Often, I would just start with the title – and it would always be this – “What has been this journey like?” Then, the title would turn into a little fly, buzz around me, crash into my body at a thousand spots, turn my skin slimy and sticky, annoy me in a thousand ways – and I would prefer closing my eyes to sleep rather than opening them into a bright world. It was mainly because I, being an imperfect person and knowing myself, knew more about my vices than about my virtues. Who would want to write and tell the world about their vices? I have always been a nervous person. Naturally, I try to present the best of myself to the world, and I believe that the small world I inhabit sees me in a light which is generally positive. On the other hand, this person that I am has to live with me all the time – even in my sl...
4 comments
Read more